Its 2.25am, the day you left us, l can't sleep, your on my mind, l hope your near me tonight, and everyday, my birthday yesterday was not the same, big 40 now Dad, how did that happen! What l would give to hold your hand, hug you, and just here your voice for one last time. How has it been 1 year, it seems like it was yesterday that l was given that dreaded news. I still have your mobile number stored in my phone, and our picture has the icon, l still have the messages, l have never deleted them, l wish heaven had a phone so l could call you. I miss you so so much, this pain is unbearable at times, the heartache that l feel since you left this world, is something that will never heal. That fact l can't just call you, or even message, rips through my heart.. Your picture is on my phone, it has been for 1 year, everyday l get to see my hero.x I will love you unconditionally forever.x I will search for you in my life forever and a day.x Sleep tight Dad.xxxx Love always Rebecca